I am bored.
The kind of bored when you climb Everest and think at the pinnacle - now what. In some way, preparing for IND was an Everest-act for me but now i am there and cannot do much but wait - it is like "now what" feeling. Achievement is only a disruption - only provides purpose for a time and happiness when we are climbing and have not achieved it. At the moment of triumph - it is only ugly and boring. A lifelong purpose that has milestones as achievements is probably more apt for me.
The kind of bored when you climb Everest and think at the pinnacle - now what. In some way, preparing for IND was an Everest-act for me but now i am there and cannot do much but wait - it is like "now what" feeling. Achievement is only a disruption - only provides purpose for a time and happiness when we are climbing and have not achieved it. At the moment of triumph - it is only ugly and boring. A lifelong purpose that has milestones as achievements is probably more apt for me.
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