My focus now is to

1- make myself fit
2- focus on what people do- learn from their lives - two blogs i am reading on them-

http://isbclassof2008.blogspot.com/
dilbertblog.typepad.com/

i have a strange feeling that the last one might not help. But it will surely be helpful to enhance my sense of humor which I have started lacking after working in a sterile environment for 1 year.

Few points from ISB junta

- Someone pointed out four important things for living a full life

• be fit
• be nice
• be smart
• be drive

I feel i am none of the above right now. But I also feel that the last property is what brings all the rest. Whenever I had purpose, I achieved fitness, smartness and may be niceness (not too sure). But whenever I achieved my purpose, I slowly surrendered to laziness (to enjoy the fruits of my achievement). I have the realization that I could never enjoy the fruits. The journey was always more exciting than the destination.

May be being fit, nice and smart is our purpose? And other purposes are subset of this big purpose.